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Below are a few poems from the new book, NEW TRACKS, NIGHT FALLING

 

STAYING POWER
 
                In appreciation of Maxim Gorky at the International
                 Convention of Atheists.  1929

Like Gorky, I sometimes follow my doubts
outside and question the metal sky,
longing to have the fight settled, thinking
I can’t go on like this, and finally I say
 
all right, it is improbable, all right, there
is no God.  And then as if I’m focusing
a magnifying glass on dry leaves, God blazes up.
It’s the attention, maybe, to what isn’t
 
there that makes the notion flare like
a forest fire until I have to spend the afternoon
dragging the hose to put it out.  Even
on an ordinary day when a friend calls,
 
tells me they’ve found melanoma,
complains that the hospital is cold, I say God.
God, I say as my heart turns inside out.
Pick up any language by the scruff of its neck,
 
wipe its face, set it down on the lawn,
and I bet it will toddle right into the godfire
again, which--though they say it doesn’t
exist—can send you straight to the burn unit. 
 
Oh, we have only so many words to think with. 
Say God’s not fire, say anything, say God’s
a phone, maybe.  You know you didn’t order a phone,
but there it is.  It rings.  You don’t know who it could be. 
 
You don’t want to talk, so you pull out
the plug.  It rings.  You smash it with a hammer
till it bleeds springs and coils and clobbered up
metal bits.  It rings again.  You pick it up
 
and a voice you love whispers hello.
                       
                                                            --Originally published in Poetry  
 
 

GIFT

For a hundred miles

     the fields have worn

beards of ugly stubble

and night is falling

and you can’t find

     a lover, not on AM or FM,

and the hand at the toll booth

wears a glove

so as not to touch you.

     You pay for yourself,

then for the car behind you,

so someone pushing headlights

     through the heavy dark

will feel luck

go off like a Roman candle,

so she’ll give a car length

     to the maniac who cuts her off,

and you, there in your lonely bubble,

     can think of each tail light,

each anonymous fender

as a friend. 

          -Originally published in The Hudson Review

 

 

 

 

PREPOSITIONS
 
After against among, around.  How I admire
prepositions, small as they are,
mere safety pins, that hook one thing
to another.  They are the paid help
we never talk to, maids in black uniforms
who pass hors d’oeuvres.   Or rather,
they’re the joy that stitches us to them
when we finally venture words. Who can live
without connections?  Because green waits
for sun to wake it from its winter nap, we say
that sunlight lies on the grass.  Even the simplest
jar must be connected—under moonlight, on
counter, jar in water.  Imagine prepositions
in the Valley of Dry Bones
stitching the femur to the heel,
the heel to the foot bone.  And afterwards,
the bones rise up to dance.  Between, beside,
within may yet keep the chins and breasts
from tumbling off Picasso’s women. 
I would make prepositions stars,
like the Dippers and the North Star,
like the star that traveled the navy sky
the night sweet Jesus lay in his cradle,
pulling the kings toward Bethlehem,
with us behind them, trekking
from the rim of history toward Him.
 
                          --Originally published in
Christian Century
                                                        and Books and Culture
 
 
 

SPIRITS
 
March rocks us in its hammock
of purple sky.  Snow has retreated. 
Thunder has not yet cleared its throat
to find a voice.  Silence scours
the tin kettle of earth.

Here at my desk, I think of my friend
who has vanished from the earth.     
All morning I have been reaching for her
with this noun, that verb, but even the most delicate
sentence blunders against her stone absence
and shatters.  Say these words.  What are they,
but vapors?  If I could eat one more meal with her--
slicing a peach, a piece of bread, a little cheese,
I would ask her, without embarrassment, 
where she has gone and what she’s learned.

Driving at night, you cannot hear
the swell of traffic traveling
in the other direction,
 but you can see headlights
scribbling out a journey.
And you wish them well.

                          --Originally published in Ruah
 


 

FOREKNOWLEDGE
 
I think he planned it, sort of, from the start,
whether he knew they’d choose the fruit or not,
he scattered hints around the garden, what to do
in case they got themselves kicked out.  A shirt
of fur around the lamb.  The stream converting
water into syllables. Bamboo pipes. 
The caps of mushrooms round as wheels.
Bluebirds composing tunes.  He knew nothing
they started later would be new.  Except he
didn’t factor in the thorns, how they would smart    
as Adam—leaving--drove one through his foot. 
How clever Romans would invent a crown.
He didn’t figure weeds could break His heart.
                                    
                                                   --Originally published in Image
                                               
 
 
 
I MAKE MY X HERE
 
Driving this morning, a poem came to me,
so simple, so pure Keats himself could not conceive it,
and then, turning onto
Lombard Street, I lost it. 
 
My first novel, five years in the writing, leapt
like an antelope, but it was stolen from our back porch.
To preserve it, I have never written another.
 
Things are not as good as they were.  But that’s not the surprise
this mediocre winter Thursday evening
with its ticking radiators and fireplace odors.
 
The miracle is that I can still remember how the sky opened
once or twice, and a thousand feathers rocked down.
I make my X here to mark where it happened.
 
Think of how, in the
San Francisco earthquake,
William Keith watched his 2,000 landscapes
flame orange, then die to rubies, then to ashes.
 
The next day he started to repaint them
in praise of what he’d lost.  In praise of going on.

                                      ---Originally published in The Southern Review

 

HOLDING ACTION

Letters, be the memory of this moment,

Ruth’s 3-legged Golden Lab

sniffing for news beneath the hedge,

grass glittering with rain,

the bird feeder mangled by our car.

Years from now I want to remember

how we walked the splendid earth

and saw it.  When children read this

and smile at its old fashioned vision,

then words, stubborn little boxcars

lugging meaning across the rickety

wood bridge to the future, hold,

hold.  Couple against time, bear

the red geranium, the slender birch—

you, sentences--glitter against

the massive dark of nothing.  Tell

of feet that buffed this doorsill

till it gleams, of cartwheeling

children.  Remember the Rosetta

stone, the hum of Xerox machines,

remember monks copying, how

a prisoner in solitary picked up

a pebble to scribble stories

on the wall.  Letters, I tell you,

even if your paper yellows in the attic,

even if it’s torn and thrown into the sea,

each of you separate from your brothers,

swim through the ocean, row across

the sky, walk through the wasteland,

find a reader.  Stay together.  Hold.  

--Originally Published in The Hudson Review

                                       Reprinted in Best American Poetry, 2009